You may feel your breathing has become very fast or very slow and that everything around you feels different. You might feel that something bad is going to happen but may not know why.
Some thoughts of not feeling quite ourselves may have surfaced. Those thoughts can include for example: ‘Why do I feel like this?’, ‘Why am I thinking about this, and all right now?’. Sometimes, you can feel like those unfamiliar thoughts are turning into feelings. They may feel physical and unpleasant like you are sweating or experiencing nausea or a shortness of breath.
At the end of it all, you might feel exhausted. You might think: ‘What happened to me just now?’ or ‘Why is does this happen to me lately?’
These feelings can bring discomfort and self-doubt and happen unexpectedly during a calm or anxious state of mind. Take comfort in knowing that you are not alone. Many of us have experienced what you’ve felt. What you’ve gone through doesn’t mean you have an illness. And yes, it is completely normal to worry about what you’ve just experienced or have been experiencing and seek help. What you have experienced is called a panic attack.
“Mine are like I can’t stand up, I can’t speak. All I feel is an intense amount of pain all over, like something is just squeezing me into this little ball. If it is really bad I can’t breathe, I start to hyperventilate and I throw up.”
- Taken From HuffPost USA
“It feels like you’re going to die. Your airways close up. Your head spins. You collapse. Imagine not being to take a breath freely. It’s so scary.”
- Nadiya Hussain reveals the reality of living with panic attacks in Stylist magazine
“You would have no clue how your body will react next, you might be having a normal day and suddenly your heart rate shoots up. You are unable to breathe. Your body is shaking and the room starts spinning. You feel as if this is the end, this is death. Unable to help yourself, unable to explain your situation to others.”
- Mehreen Nadir
Disclaimer: This guide has not been put together by mental health professionals. It is not intended to be medical advice. It has been crowdsourced by survivors and volunteers of Chayn. Care has been taken in reflecting the experiences and knowledge of people around the world, including therapists but information in this guide should be taken instead of certified medical advice. Please seek professional support.
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